Dew's Girl Posted April 12, 2015 Report Share Posted April 12, 2015 I am struggling with the sudden death of my husband. Daniel was only 36 years old and was not sick. He was laughing and joking with me right before kissed me goodnight for the last time three months ago. I was so lucky to have him for 13 1/2 wonderful years, and know that I should be grateful for that. But I still feel like I was robbed of the long future we had planned together. Daniel said he knew he wanted to marry me after our first date, but I made him wait about a year. We were to get married at the JP, but instead Daniel threw a surprise wedding for me. The theme was that everyone came wearing their pajamas. He told everyone that marrying me was like a dream come true. He made every day feel like a storybook adventure. I just expected that we'd have more time in our happily ever after. Today I took the first steps that I hope will help me work through that. I joined a few support communities and started a blog to help get things out of my head as I go through the process of learning to live without him. As I wrote on that blog page I created, after almost 14 years I knew so well how to be Daniel's girl, but I am still learning how to be Daniel's widow. -Amy 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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