Trust was the biggest thing that weighted on me.....as Angela got ill, I assured her things were being taken care of and we would be joined at the hip.......Over the years, Angela regressed or changed to almost a Childlike adulation, what I did or said was Gospel......I tell you, that was a lot of responsibility and stress. She trusted me unconditionally, I don't think anyone will ever put me on that pedestal again(or do I want to be there again).........now the previous 25 years were volatile, fire and ice, ups and downs, never a dull moment.......but, we hung in through thick and thin. ........When I think of it, I feel Angela was short changed, but I know in comparisons to many others, she lived an interesting life,,,,,,,,,