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Hi my friend Im happy you found a new relation and realy hope that you will get a future that smiles for you.YOur far away friend TENY

Hellow my friends I thought I was starting to feel some reieif but yesterday I went to scool for my grandaughters graduation level 2 to level 3.The family was there exept ONE .The moment I heard her name I started crying and could not stop . My son drove me home and I could not control myself kept cying and crying until I my breath felt like stoping.The night was terrible.and it is like grief started all over again.Is that normal? IM loosing my mind?TENY

WENDY IM so sorry for your so many problems IM thinking of you and I know we are almost at the same time of this terrible loss.Your friend from far away TENY

Doublejo I want to add with all friends here my best wishes for good news.Im thinking of you and want to thank you for beeing here for me every time I need suport.Your friend from far away TENY

Thank you my friends .The earthquek was in the south of Greece but we felt it in Athens also.My family is ok it has been abig desaster in some small villages and watching theTV so many people loosing every thing and have to stay in camps no food no water nothing left of life belongings you realise how helpless we are when nature shows its power.TENY

IM STILL HERE .Feeling better and recovering from pneumonia.Summer is here and hurts a lot beeing without him.I think I post this before but for some new friends its how I feel.From a hospital book:<Years after paralysis has struk the same nerve cells fire when someone is thinking about moving it is just that the rest of the body does not receive the message> .My mind keeps telling me its over life I knew is past but my body and heart dont understand .My whole beeing is sufering from the loss.Summer holydays most people are planing to go to the islands enjoy sun sea and love.I cant smile to what is ahead of me .Is there any future is there any happiness?I just dont know where I belong.Your friend from far away TENY

hellow Gail Im sooo happy for you .I wish your grandson will give you always joy happiness and good luck for your future,To all your family my best wishes .Love from far away TENY

Hellow Derek just to say I know the painfull feeling of remembering.When things like that happen .you feel like all the world is going on and you are stuk with pain lonlynes whys and tears.Thinking of you TENY

Hellow Wendy Im so sory you feel sad but Im feeling all weekends the same I miss him I miss my life I miss me.We have to read the post that KAREN is giving all of us some gourage.I do think of you and all my far away friends TENY.

thank you all for replying .Days go by and just wait for the night so I can take my pill and sleep maybe he will come in my dream like yesterday and I was so happy that he was home and all his belongoings back to the closet .But....I know no answers .Im not crasy you my far away friends do understand.Thanks so much .TENY

HELLOW my friends I dont feel strong enough yet feel very tired and deepresed.Today I had to go to the cemetery the same one that YIANYs grave is .My aunt died .I went to YIANYS grave and cry soo much I still cant believe he is there.I asked GOD for answers and help to go on.Although I just can not believe that I can get some help cause I sreamed for help when my love was so sick.I know we all need answers and help does realy time makes this torture easier?Your far away friend .TENY

Hellow Wendy.It is nice tobe back again .I have missed you.The pain is here for me also .Im at my sons house recovering from pneumonia.Pictures of Yiany areall around sharing happy days with the family.I try to avoid looking at them cause crying when my grand kids are around will make them feel unconfortable.As you may remember I have no house of my own.At our summer home I have a lot of pictures .It makes me feel sooo sad .I do hope for all friends sufering the same pain that maybe better days are coming.Your friend from far away .TENY

Dear friend I did not notice your misspelling.Im gratefull for your concern.I will start posting about my life in greece and my life with Yiany.Yiany is the Greek name for John.Thank you TENY

Im so sory about your loss and realy understand the pain .I lost my love and the center of my life 18 months ago from cancer.I can not beleave its true. He did not have any symtoms only feeling tired the last month We entered the hospital and he was gone within 20 days.The only advise I can give you is keep posting its the only place you find confort and understanding.Your far away friend TENY

Thank you for answering .I will start posting about my life with YIANY when I feel alitle stronger .Crying now thinking of the past will make me feel worst.You gave me a good idea and I start by trying to let you all my friends learn more about my country Greece. Need all your help .TENY

All I have been thinking trying to recover from pneumonia is how hard to go on living and how hard is to let go and die.There is nothing possitive I can think and no future to be happy about.Im so confused that Im not able to expres my feelings.Hope you my far away friends do understand.Need your help.TENY

Thank you kayc Easter was last sunday the 27 of april.

HI Im sorry for your loss I lost my husband of cancer 18 months ago it went so quikly in 10 days after he has been diagnosed.All this time I kept myself very busy so when night came I was over tired .My body gave a mesage that I have to stop.Im just back from hospital pneumonia gave me also heart problem. What Im trying to say is take care of your self your children need you.My children are grown but when they came at the hospital looking at me under the oxygen musk started crying and told me that they cant face another loss .So Iknow how you feel but I also know that we have to keep going.Love from far away TENY

Hellow my friends I was reading your posts but was not able to answer.Im at my sons house to recover.Today I went back to the hospital to visit the doctors for my treatment.Pneumonia is geting better but complications gave me a heart problem.I feel so depressed and desperate nto of beeing sick but because grief is here to stay and I can not find ways to get some relief.As all of you say when you love you pay to many tears loosing the half of you.Is there any hope that one day I will be able to say thank GOD Im alive? TENY

My dear friends thank you so much for your support.I realy feel so down taking my meds but Im so tired and nothing to look for the future.Its like in 18 months I got more than 10 years older.Being sick its as crief started all over again. How long is that torture going on?Is it going to be a litle easier? IS ahope that some day I can say thanks GOD Im alive?THANK YOU ALL TENY

Hellow my friends I thought this month would be difficult because of so many anniversaries.I got very sick and entered the hospital for 7 days .I have pneumonia I feel very tired and Im under treatment for more than 10 days.MY body and soul are down together I need your support.TENY

IM sorry Im so far away.I wuld like to meet you all my friends .STallyn and Art I know the pain that is my cmpanion also .April is a very hard month for me .I need all the support.My health is going crasy because off the stress sleeples nights and working hard just to keep going and let my mind ocupied with most of the time useles things.I have spend so much energy in grief that my body is giving me signs of alarm.I faint yesterday and feel soo tired.I dont let my children know the way I feel so let you know my friends that do understand. TENY

I know it is a dificult day for derek and ai just wanted to say im thinking of you .\It is hard for all of us but especialy anniversaries hurt alot .Love from far away TENY

HI dusky IM intersted for your book but how can I get it in Greece?Thank you for writing it to bring confort to all of us.TENY

April was the month of joy.The9 was the day we met 11 my birthday 22 Yianys birthday.Now it is the month of sorrow .Tomorrow it is going to be 17 months that he is gone.I just have to face all the anniversaries alone the coming Eeaster and I feel desperate and soo lonely .How do I keep going on with out his love?The pain is here to stay?I know that all of you my far away friends can understand the way it hurts thank you.TENY