Guest moparlicious Posted October 11, 2008 Report Share Posted October 11, 2008 13 months into this journey, I feel so sad. alone and lost. I have tried different activities and tried just recently to begin dating, I met what I thought was a very nice guy and we went out, he told me his life story and I shared alot with him, today he text's me and tell me I am not his type, and he thinks I am ugly. Ugly, wow I couldn't believe it, I have never been told that in my life, just as I was ready to open a new chapter in my life, the book slams shut. Now, I have been crying most of the morning for I feel so worthless, lonely and the despair is weighing on my heart, HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sit here and long for my Dan and wonder foolishly, why he won't walk through that door.If only love can bring him back or keep him here, he wouldn't be gone, I ask God why he needed him more than me. He was my heart and soul. Everyone says just relax it will happen when its supposed too, and blah, blah blah, I am so sick of that I want puke.Thanks for your help. Kim Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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