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That's kind of a take on Lamentations 3:25, something Abe Lincoln used to quote. They say it's mostly true but I'm not so sure it's applicable to terminal illness or death.
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Also sudden loss of husband
kayc replied to Mary T's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
Just don't let anyone talk you into doing something you don't want to do or aren't ready for. Hang tough! -
Thinking about dropping out of college.
kayc replied to Mom's angel's topic in Loss of a Parent or Grandparent
You will do what is best for you. There is no right or wrong way, only your way. -
Thinking about dropping out of college.
kayc replied to Mom's angel's topic in Loss of a Parent or Grandparent
Our GPA ratings 4.0, is perfect (the highest) so yours must be different. I know what you mean about trading sleep, my son hardly slept in college, always studying or projects, etc, plus he had to come up with his own funding so that meant applying for scholarships & grants. College is tough! It'd still be good to talk to them, maybe they could give you an incomplete instead of a 0 so it doesn't count against your GPA. -
Wow! What an exhaustive list!
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Thinking about dropping out of college.
kayc replied to Mom's angel's topic in Loss of a Parent or Grandparent
When my son was in the Air Force he was going for an Electrical Engineering degree, but lacked a couple of courses when his stint was up. He did not want to reenlist even though he was Staff Sargent Elect and it'd mean he wouldn't get the title he'd worked so hard for. When he enrolled in university afterwards, he learned his credits were not transferable so he'd have to start over again, taking courses he'd already taken. It goes easier the second time as you don't forget what you've learned, esp. if it hasn't been a long time (he took a couple of years off in between). he graduated 4.0 gpa with Engineering degrees in Electrical, Mechanical, and Computers, was the commencement speaker and Summa Cum Laude. I say all of that to you to tell you that none of your schooling has been a waste, not even if you haven't been tested or received credit for it...the knowledge is there and will aid you when you go back to school. -
A long time friend of mine has been diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer and will undergo chemo, but not knowing if it will work or if she can tolerate it. There's no cure, it'll merely bide her time, her cancer is spread throughout her body, damaged her liver, etc. It is hard to know what to say and we no longer live in the same town, she's clear across the state from me. Knowing I may never see her again is hard to believe. Brad, your Deedo sounds like one very special lady, I'm glad you found that note.
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How to help a friend
kayc replied to scba's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
No you can't tell her everything will be fine because you don't know that, but you can tell her you will be there for her and then be there. Sometimes that's what we need the most. -
Women's History Month
kayc replied to Margm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
Historical novels are great because you can learn so much about the historical figure and time period, but they throw in enough to make it interesting. -
My husband died right after he turned 51. In my family we live into our 90s, I felt I couldn't do 40 years alone! I remarried but it was awful, he was a con and he had no intention of a normal marriage or living with me, but I didn't know that. He always knew the right things to say to string me along, when all was said and done he used my credit for $50,000.00 and then quit his job, went into hiding with a girlfriend, and stuck me with all the bills. I had remortgaged my house when my husband died to pay the hospital, doctors, ambulance, then had to remortgage it when John stuck me with his bills. I got a judgment against him but it does no good, he doesn't work and I don't know where he lives. I tried one more time, got engaged to a very nice man, then when his mom was dying, he suddenly broke up with me...by Fed Ex...I got the news while I was at work. It broke my heart! I figure if I can't do better than this I should have quit when my husband died, he was a wonderful husband and treated me like a queen. I've never seen anyone so devoted, he adored me. I don't expect to ever have that again, and I've decided to live my years out alone. I'm 63 now (he died nearly 11 years ago) and I'm used to being alone now. Perhaps you will find it. I was in my 40s when I met George, he was my soulmate, and we immediately clicked, had great communication, just went together so well.
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New - Anticipatory Grief of Parent's Death
kayc replied to T2Logan's topic in Anticipatory Grief and Mourning
I think it's helpful to have a thread that stays with you in your journey, I had one here in anticipatory when my mom was diagnosed with dementia, clear through her death. You aren't the only one that has a hard time with seeing them in their current state. It was really hard to watch my mom go downhill, esp. towards the end, she looked so gaunt, so little, so old. Even though she was in her 90s, she'd never looked it, she was always so cute...but death catches up with you. A punching bag is a good idea, it'll relieve a lot of stress. -
I haven't (heard from my mom) but I don't really expect to. I believe without a doubt that my mom is finally okay and that is the one thing that consoles me. I just miss her. So many times I want to talk to her and can't. I even dialed her number once, don't know what I was hoping/expecting, but it just said it was disconnected. Disconnected?! She had that number for 60 years! My dad died when I was 29 and pregnant with my first child. He missed so much, never got to see his grandchildren. It seems like he missed out on my life!
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Women's History Month
kayc replied to Margm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
Benjamin Franklin is my great great great great uncle (through his brother James). My son and I've enjoyed learning all we could about him. He once funded a war, he invented the Franklin wood stove, street lamps, was interested in politics, they even asked him to run for president. He enjoyed France and the philosophical discussions there. He coined the phrase, a penny saved is a penny earned, he was very frugal. What a smart, smart man! Not overly religious, but definitely very interesting and intelligent. -
Three months ago today...
kayc replied to iheartm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
It costs several thousand dollars where I live. -
I think, like you say, it's more the loss of a dream. You'd built up something in your mind but that wasn't it, if it was, he would have reciprocated. Mind or not, it still hurts and it's still a type of loss. I hope you run across what you're looking for. I gave up years ago ever finding or having love in my life again.
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I don't think a blanket statement can be made because people have wonderful experiences with them...and horrid experiences, and it depends on who the nurse is, just as with anywhere. I dread hospitals because of my experience, but that doesn't mean all hospitals are bad, but the one I went to a year ago doesn't have a good track record. Wish they'd spent more on hiring nurses and less on their art work.
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Three months ago today...
kayc replied to iheartm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
I remortgaged my house to pay off George's hospital, doctor, and ambulance bills. I found out years later that I wouldn't have been responsible for them. Of course they didn't tell me that when they were hounding me. Check with the laws in your state before paying them... -
I had the opposite problem...my husband did not cook. If he wanted to help me he made soup (from a can) and sandwiches . But I had made his favorite casserole before leaving that fateful Friday morning from which he never returned...he entered the hospital on Friday and died on Sunday. that casserole sat there untouched for three days and my daughter and I finally started on it, but it was hard, hard knowing I'd never get to cook for him again, never get to see his immense pleasure in food. Most of the enjoyment in cooking, to me, was seeing his pleasure at getting it! Now I cook only because I need to eat healthy so that's what you do. Mitch, today it is snowing, not sticking yet, but who knows!
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Anearia, I think we would be happy for them and sad for us because we miss them, just as those of us that have Christian religion already feel. We can have mixed feelings at the same time, all of them valid.
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Also sudden loss of husband
kayc replied to Mary T's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
Anearia, they are adorable! My dog & cats are pretty much my family now. -
Insanity as a heritage
kayc replied to Margm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
I think he'll find you, we won't even have to look. -
Women's History Month
kayc replied to Margm's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
I like history too. I just recently learned there was another lady ran for president in the 1800s, surprised me, I hadn't heard that! Of course she couldn't vote. -
JC, I am glad you have your kids there with you, it really helps. My son was in the Air Force and my daughter was visiting from Fresno when George died, she never went back, she stayed with me for a few months.
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I am so sorry you lost your husband. My husband died right after his 51st birthday, it was a shock. Nights and weekends were the hardest for me, that was our time together. You have found a good place to be, safe, and lots of understanding, good people here.
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Shock and Awe after 1 year
kayc replied to iPraiseHim's topic in Loss of a Spouse, Partner, or Significant Other
He's happy having home cooked meals instead of dogfood!